So going to go meet my internet boyfriend in real life tomorrow! And knowing us there’s a 90% chance sex happens. Which would be the first time I’ve ever been with a guy.
I never set out to only be with one woman ever but things some how ended up that way. And while I know this is likely a really bad idea, I can’t stand the idea of getting old and never having been a bottom or touched a real penis (besides my own).
Uhhhg why does this have to be so difficult!
Why did I get married to the first person I ever dated!
I’m excited and terrified and hoping for who knows what!
I’m afraid I’ll like it and I’m afraid I won’t!
There’s is no good way to be bi >_